Born to be wild

hey... la lang... writing just for the sake of doing something... im soooper bored! if i wasnt bored ryt now i wouldnt have updated my tabulas... i thought about playing the guitar, but ive been doing it since morning! my fingers are hurting! i have to rest my fingers... its bad to overdo practice ryt? well thats it for now... ill try to find something better to do

im planin to put up a new band.... hopefully by june its all set na... im looking for some band members.... ive got a few people in mind already... haaaaay.... its been a long time since i played metal/rock... im so super excited to rock out! this time, ill be rocking for one man... Jesus christ! hope all goes well!!! peace!!!

i had so much fun tonight, kuya Sky and I sang a couple of songs for harana night, sarap ng feeling to play the guitar! its been a long time since i played in front of people. it feels so good to worship God with the talents that He has given me...soooper!!! i hope i get another chance to play, it was soooo fun! nakaka bless! i just wanna keep rockin for christ!!!

astig!!! im ok na.... im gradually burning up again! yeah!!! im so happy!!! for the past few days i felt like i was spiritually dead... but not anymore!!! im back in the game!!! half time is over!!! after my last post i did my quiet time and BOOM!!! i suddenly felt alive again! we often dwell on our circumstance,i know thats what i did.... we should never forget that our focus should be on God! that even if our problems are big, we shouldnt be afraid, bcoz God is much much larger than that!

haay.... its been a long time since i posted something...haay... wer do i start? hmmm..... this week wasnt good at all.... my old "friends" started showing up again.... one by one they sprang up.... is my past haunting me? guess so... kaya nga i have to be Strong!!! grabe i really need your prayers!!! i dunno whats happening really.... i dunno why i feel so down... i feel like im out of the game, its sad to think that a few weeks back i was so soooper on fire, but know, i feel so vulnerable to attacks....i gotta keep the faith up!!! one thing im sure about.... nothing can keep me away from God's love.... NOTHING!!!

aaarrrgghhh!!!! from now on i will never play cooly!!! im gonna work hard.... im gonna practice... til i get it right... i wont be a lazy schmuck no more!!!! im gonna practice like theres no tomorrow!!! its gonna be hard to stop shredding but i have to.... i want to play classical guitar! i want to improve! i wont stop til i get better! nanggigigil na ko!!!! rrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!! di na ako papayag sa pwede na!!! LORD TULONG!!!!

=) ahehehe its been a long time since my cousins and i last saw or even spoke to each other.... yahoo messenger truly is a blessing.... it gave us a chance to once again be in touch.... i really enjoyed our conversation! it also showed me that family will always remain family.... distance and time cannot come between us....even if we dont get to see each other every day, our love for eachother stays the same.... i had no idea that my cousins were reading my blog, i am really blessed to have a family so generous, so Godly.... so supportive... and i thank God for that little moment we had, our online reunion wich made us feel close again... grabe.... i just cant explain how much a blessing our little reunion was... no matter how far away, they have always loved me... always cared for me... thanks for your prayers ates and kuyas.... you truly are blessings form God.... love you all!!! God bless... :)

looking forward to our next "online reunion"!!!

last nyt.... i was with my friend tj, we went to malate to watch a friend perform.... b4 we got to the venue we got held up, hmmm... wrong term..... swindled by 4 men..... they got our phones.... money....my watch and necklace.... i got furious!!! as in!!! in my anger i uttered words of profanity.... but then after a few short minutes, i prayed for forgiveness.... i praised him even if it hurts..... i believe that everything happens for a reason, and now i know why that happened..... God was freeing me from all bondages! he has set me free from my past that kept haunting me through texts and calls... he has burned the bridges for me.... I was praying for that a few days b4 it happened..... i guess anger clouded my mind at first..... but if you seek God and thank him in all circumstances, he will reveal himself to you! that realization dawned upon me after praying for forgiveness and acknowledging him and praising him after all that hassle.... galing ni God pare!!! now i know that my past will no longer haunt me.... I am FREE!!! wooohoooo!!!! it was a blessing in disguise!!! galing talaga! one little quote that i want to share... "THE ULTIMATE MEASURE OF MAN IS NOT WHERE HE STANDS IN MOMENTS OF COMFORT AND CONVENIENCE, BUT WHERE HE STANDS AT TIMES OF CHALLENGE AND CONTROVERSY." kaya mga dudes! thank God in all circumstances! di niyo lang alam! God is working na pala in your life!

haaay..... im sooooo tired..... but i still cant sleep.... dunno what to do.... im still pretty much upset about my cell phone losing its "inbox".... my phone cant recieve text messages... kaka badtrip diba? tsk tsk tsk.... whats there to do ba? im tired of gimiks.... tired of playing classical guitar, cant play the lead guitar coz im focusing on classical.... haaay..... kaka bagok talaga! if only i had the money to travel! i really want to travel alone! i dunno.... there are days when i just enjoy being alone.... it gives me time to think, reflect, stuff like that.... sometimes silence is Golden, but sometimes its just plain yellow.... sometimes i really just love chatting and screaming my lungs out with my friends!!! bsta gulo ko.... ewan.... im always hyped, always laughing, always smiling.... kaya nga minsan i really want a break from it all.... i just want silence..... peace..... relaxation..... i just want to chill out somewhere far from the city... far from reality...... bsta ewan.... hehe.... there are times in which i just want to have someone to hug, to love, to miss.... romance!!! ahahaha but seriously, totoo yang mga sinasabi ko.... sometimes i wonder, is my future wife feeling the same thing? minsan nga i just think and think and think.... is she praying for me too? is she preserving herself for me? because i know I am..... i'm waiting for the time when God will lead me to her... grabe.... im pretty sure God has prepared someone who is in every way perfect for me.... cant wait to meet her!!!! maybe i already have... i just dont know its her..... well to be honest.... i hope i did meet her na..... dunno.... i really want her....im in love with her... but im still waiting for the ryt time.... for God's time.... i really think she's the one.... i pray she's the one.... ewan gulo!!! bsta whoever you are.... hope ur ok.... im always praying for you.... rock on girl!!! God bless!!! :)